Monday, October 08, 2007

approx. > 1 month--------> home sweet home!!!!

home! home! home! home!!! cant wait to go home!!! the nearer the date to go home, the more i cant wait to leave.... miss everyone so much... my daddy and mommy, my aunties and uncles and cousins.... and especially my frens... my besties.. my homies........ 9 months!!! everything happened so freaking fast... but i only felt like a month passed...
now i really need to focus on my studies.. finals in less than 4 weeks time... and i haven started anything yet.... still on my drama all day when i have an assignment due and a lab/theory test this week... i really have problem with myself... its just like i never cared about my studies at all... my results were so bad.. i was dissapointed actually... like for only few hours... after that i m still the same.... i was jealous that all my frens results were so good... and mine is like the worst... well.. i dont really need to get an A or B for my grades.. just need to pass it.. thats why i slack so much... but i really wanna do better... just dont know how... sigh... need to talk with someone man...

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