Happy 21st Birthday to my beloved friend

Dear Merlinnna,

How does it feel to be 21?? Well, I felt sad cause I am 1 year older and also that we couldn't celebrate our big 21st together. Anyway, welcome to the club and you are the youngest among all of us. Gaya is turning 22 in a months time already. Lol... Hope you have a great and memorable time in Paris!! Have fun!! Love ya and miss ya lots!!! muakzz...

Love,

Amy

3 Months Holiday

Exam's over. Finally! Have been busy packing lately and also enjoying my holiday. Went to the wind farm yesterday and it was fun. Tomorrow, will be going to Napier again, my favourite city in NZ. Planned to go for vinery trip to get some wine home, and also to the beach! Haven been to the beach for ages, and I will definitely going home sun burned. Lol. Then on Sunday, I will be leaving Palmy and going to Auckland, and staying there for 4 days before flying back to Malaysia. Seriously, can't wait to go home, but once I am home, I will have no idea what will I be doing for 3 months. Before going home, I will have some problem and the that is I am totally broke! Won't be able to buy anything in Auckland and that's sad.
7 days till home!!!!!
Miss you guys lots! Muakz!!

Home time

Another 1 exam tomorrow and 11 more days till home!!!! Can't wait for my last paper to end. You should feel that cause I am not studying and blogging here instead of studying. After tomorrow, I will be free and will be going to Napier to buy some wine and also go to the beach there. Summer is here babe!!!
Today's weather was tremendously hot!!! Seriously! Was in Body Attack class and I think I was going to faint cause it was too hot to handle and when you are exercising, its worst! Talking about that, today is my last Sunday class for this year, and I am going to miss the class and instructor as well. She is such a nice and cute instructor and I will not be going to the gym for whole 3 months!!! Gosh~~
Last week was a terrible week as I sprained my ankle!!! That means no gym for a week!! That's a torture to me, and also a punishment for not staying at home studying. So since there wasn't gym for me, I had to stay home and study. But after a week, which is today, I went for my first cardio class and started jumping here and there! Yay!
Alrighty, time to go back to study and after that time to start packing my stuff and I've no idea how am I going to do that cause there's heaps of stuff in my room!
Cheers!

6 more days

It's Sunday today, and my first exam will be this coming Saturday. I am really not ready for it and I've been trying hard to study but I sometimes just can't concentrate in what I am studying. I always felt that guilt every time it reaches 10pm, counting how much I've studied today, 5 hours? or 1 hour? There's 24 hours a day and I spent 8 hours for sleep, 2 hours for food, 20 minutes for shower, 1 hour for gym, 30 minutes for nothing and that is equal to 11 hours and 50 minutes. What happened to the other 12 hours? What did I do for the rest of that time?? I really hope that You will help me change me. Please. Thank you.

1st November Calculus I
4th November Vertebrate Zoology
8th November Principles of Animal Production
10th November Animal Behaviour

Please pray that I will pass all of these papers.

Stress!!!!

I guessed I am finally feeling the stress after all these years complaining that I don't stress at all. Exams are coming up in 22 days and another busy week of class to go. Have been trying to study as much as I can but it just doesn't work. I just feels that there's so much to study but so little time left. I am scared that I will fail again this semester and I don't want it to happen again. I really hope that You will help me. Please pray so that I can concentrate when I am studying and also motivate me.
That's my short break. Back to studies!

My New Life

It's been a week now since I made the most important decision of my life but I am still not ready to annouce it yet. So be patients and I will somehow talk about it one day.

This week felt so long for me, with my lab practical assesment coming to the end, exams coming up in 28days, and more assignments, and I have been trying hard to change my bad life style. Hopefully I made the right decision and that will help me with my life.

Not much to blog but here are some pictures from the past few weeks.

Flowers I received for my birthday. So happy.. first time i got flowers from someone =)

My new baking utilities.. presents from Zong Yu and Parveen.

Egg Tarts!!! I made it! =) looks nice right?? actually this is the nices among all.. but it does taste nice.. everyone like it.. that's why I got baking utilities since I was busy baking during the break.

Sakura flowers

WARNING: The pictures below may not be pleasant to you, so please be aware of that. I do not want my friends to start puking or getting sick. =)
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Possum skull
From this to.....

this

Top view

Side view

There's actually more pictures but I guessed that I shouldn't put up as it is really unpleasant, and this is what I do in class, dissecting animals, although it was cruel, but at least I didn't kill the animal. I have other interesting practicals as well, such as observing deer behaviour, ducks foraging behaviour, mice and also cockroaches. Sounds interesting ay?? I really enjoyed them.

Exams are drawing closer, that means I won't be updating till I finish all my exams. And I will be going back on the 20th of November 2008. This time there will be no more surprises as I am tired of surprising my friends anymore cause they know me so well. =)

Cheers!! Wish me luck for my exams and may You bless me.

Unity and Diversity

Here's the video of the dance I participated in. Enjoy.

Best 21st!!! 31/08/2008

First of all, thank you everyone who wished me, from Malaysia, Australia, and NZ, through, text, facebook and friendster. Next, thanks Jiji and Nai Chen for planning for my surprise party. Thank you everyone who came, Caroline, Jiji, Nai Chen, John, Matt, Nisha, Pat, Eugene, Jace, Arvin, May, Bart, Rastra, Hana, Felicia, Sony, Tatsuya Kawazoe(TK), Chew Wen,and Zong Yu; and Mikey, Xiu, Hui and Mango, who came later. Thanks for the lovely presents from Mikey, Jace and Eugene, Jiji, May CN, Nai Chen. Thanks for the lovely cheesecake from Pat and the rest. Thanks for the drinks that was bought for me, the treat for my dinner, the pool and the karaoke.
This years' birthday was really simple, which is good as I didn't really want anything big. Have been going for parties, clubs and drinking all night, trying to get drunk for my birthday here in NZ. Just felt like I grew a year older, becoming more mature and acting like an adult. Now that I am already 21, it's time for me to make the right decision for myself, no more relying on anybody.
The surprise party held by my friends was great, although found out by me just minutes before entering the restaurant. It's hilarious when Jiji found out someone texted me, telling that she can't come for the party tonight and I asked her, "What party?" She said, " You had a party and you didn't invite me?" Lol... Silly Mango, she was the one who spoilt the surprise. But anyhow, I was still surprise that so many people came as I didn't really aspect so many people.
The reason why I didn't want to do anything this year it's because its my 21st, and I want to celebrate with my parents and relatives and also my friends back in Malaysia. Its been 3 years now since I left in 2006, that I celebrated my birthday away from home. I used to go for Merdeka countdown a day before and my friends will celebrate with me and on my birthday, I will go for dinner with my parents and my aunt, cousins and niece. I really miss those days. Thanks for calling me from home, Mom, aunt, cousins and my niece and also Dad, calling from China.
The party made me felt like home, seriously! Which made me think of home more, missing home so much more now. I wondered, " What if my friends didn't plan a party for me? What will I feel by the end of the day? Will I regret for not celebrating my 21st? " But I am glad that I don't need to think about all this now. Wont regret for having all you guys as my friends, its really been a pleasure meeting all of you guys in NZ, although most of you guys are Msian, and some Sporeans, few Japanese and Indonesians, Will definitely remember all of you all, my whole life!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Ok, that's all about my birthday. The past week was great too! Semester break began on the 23rd August, which was my mom's birthday. Happy birthday! That day, I danced for Unity and Diversity. I know, I know!! You guys from Msia will be really surprise right? Yes! I really did dance, ok! Will link the video soon when it is being upload.
Then Sunday and Monday was just a rest day for me, Tuesday was cleaning up day and Wednesday was baking day!! That day I tried making chocolate chip almond cookies and also egg tarts!!! It was so yummy, not to praise myself but my friend all said it was nice. Anyhow, I still need to improve on my pastry but the egg filling was really soft. YUM!! Will make again if I have that time cause it was really time consuming.
Thursday was snowboarding day!! Highlight of the week! It was really fun, although I kept falling over every time I tried to stop, just the same when I tried skiing last time in China and Korea. Snowboarding was so much harder than skiing and it was really tiring, trying to get up with 2 legs strapped on the board but once you got hold of it, was easy as. Will definitely go again next year!
Friday, I decided to follow some of my friends up to Waitomo Caves and Hamilton for 2 days. It was really a last minute decision. Just want to hang out with and have nice food in Hamilton. Didn't go for any activity there but the guys went black water rafting and girls went to the caves to see glow worms.
So, that's one week of holiday gone, and one more week to go. Monday to Wednesday, just going to finish up my report which is due on 1st day after the break and also cleaning up my possum skull, which is part of my project. Then Thursday, will be going down to Wellington till Saturday and Sunday, just prepare myself to go for classes again, and also tests and assignments.

Thank you again!!! Miss you guys back home! And to my best friend, " Gurl, you have a safe trip to UK, ok? I will really miss you and I wont be seeing you for the next 2 years. Keep in touch all the time and take good care of yourself. Luv Ya!!!! *hugs and kisses* XOXO!!!

Cheers!

p.s. My birthday wish this year was different from the previous wishes. This year I hope that I will study hard and pass all my exams. Hope that everyone will stay happy and healthy all the time. And also, thank you for having so many lovely friends.

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Today is such a big day and everyone's msn is talking about it. OLYMPICS!!! Well, I don't really follow and don't even know what sports they have in olympics but I know it's going to be held in Beijing, China today and it starts at 8pm. So superstitious, all eight's, typical la.
Have been quite busy this week, but can't compare it with next week! Going to faint, 2 assignments and 1 test and following week 2 tests and its semester break again! Time really flies, so so so fast. It's August already and I will be going back in 3 months time. Although the past 6 months was neither too long nor too short but home is still the best. Miss home so much. Just bought my air ticket today and I can't wait to go home in November. Before that, I need to concentrate on my studies, can't slack anymore as I can't afford to fail. Have been trying to study more every week instead of studying last minute all the time which I realize it is not going to work for me anymore. It's Uni, not high school. Although a bit too late but better late than never. Ok that's all. Cya guys back home in 3 months. =D

1 more month to go

Yes.. It's one more month till my big day. What should I do on that day? My only wish is that I can go back home and celebrate with my family and close friends. I miss home so much! Hope that it will come true but then don't think it will. Well, August is a very busy month for me this year with lots and lots of assignments and tests. Good luck to me.
Cheers

Mumsa In Harmony

This is the video we won for bersatu games 2008. Have fun.. laughing at me =S

Video's and Pictures

Hukafalls Jet



Off Road

Zorb


Randoms

I don't know what is John (the guy next to me) is trying to do =S

BersatuGames/ Rotorua-Taupo

Sadly to tell, I did not get a medal for badminton but that doesn't mean that I lost my games. I won 2 matches and lost 1. This is because it is a team event, so it depends on the team as well. So in the end we did not get any medals for badminton, or any other sports that I was playing but I played and gave my best afford during the games. Maybe it's just the luck. We were so close to get into semi finals for most of the sports, just lost my 1 or 2 points. But the good news is, we got a gold medal!! It's for takraw. The boys or actually the uncles who played really played like a professional player. They were so clam during the match. Congrats to them.
After Bersatu was the trip to Rotorua and Taupo. First day in Rotorua was basically just roaming around town and I get to eat Nando's! Was craving for that since I was in Wellington but didn't have that chance to go. The second day was the most memorable day in my life! In the morning we went for Zorb. It's basically that 3 or less people go into a ball and then roll or run down the hill (sounds like being a hamster running in a ball??). Hahaha.... The next activity was The Luge! It was actually just a normal thing to play as I played this before when I was in the South Island last year but the memorable thing that happen was, it was snowing on that day. It hasn't been snowing in Rotorua for the past 25 years and it was snowing when we were luge'ing there! So we basically luged under the snow and got ourselves wet and it was so cold but everything was worth it. This is the first time I actually see snow, as in snowing, not snow you get on the ground and throw at people. All of us were so happy. At night they went to the spa and after that we had bbq. The next morning, Jason, Matthew and me went for Off Road. We were all driving a 4WD car off road. We went through streams, mountain, waterfall, and also luge. This is something you can't do with your own car. It's quite expensive but it is quite worth it if you do it once, not more than that.
In the afternoon, we headed to Taupo. Didn't do much there as well as we arrived quite late, at about 6pm and it's all dark already. Next day, we all went for the Hukafalls Jet. This is also once of the activities that you guys should try if you come to NZ. Basically, the 'driver' of the jet will spin the jet 360º on the stream and goes really fast. And you will also get to go near the Hukafalls which is one of the tourist attractions in Taupo. And... of course you will end up wet if you didn't wear your raincoat.
That's pretty much it for this year's winter break. Semester starts this Monday and sad to tell, I will be dropping my Animal Science major and stay with Zoology. I've been failing all my animal science papers and I can't afford to do that anymore, so I made my decision. Hope that I won't fail anymore and please STUDY Amy!!!
Cheers!

Semester Break!!

Yay!! First sememster for 2nd year is finally over!! That was actually a week ago and I was suppose to update my blog since I will be so free, but was actually not. This week was so hectic. Training non-stop! Started on Monday, 10am with handball training, 12pm netball training, 5.30pm gym class, 6.30 volleyball 8pm futsal/badminton. And this schedule was practically the same for the next 4 days. Hard out man! Got so exhausted, I didn't even want to go. On Monday itself, I already sprain my ankle. =S
What's next? Of course it's Bersatu Games in Wellington. And it's starting tomorrow!!! Well, I should be excited, but I am not. I was really excited last year when it was held in Christchurch, but no idea why I am not excited at all this year. Guess I might not join Bersatu next year.
After Bersatu Games is what I am excited about. Road Trip!! Going up to Rotorua for 3 days 2 nights and then Taopo for 2 days 1 night.
Well, that's all I want to blog about, nothing much. Just want to waste some time since everyone left today. Some went for conference in Auckland and some went to Wellington too and all of us will meet up in Rotorua. =)
Wish me luck for my tournament! Hope I can get a medal this year. Cheers!!

Winter Month

It's June already, that means 5 more months to home! But it also means that exams are coming, and it is in less than 2 weeks. My first exam will be on the 13th of June (Intro Stats) and then 16th (Animal Health, Behaviour and Welfare), 17th (Invertebrate Zoology), and 18th (Physiological Control System). Will start studying during now and hope that I will not fail anymore papers.

Yesterday was a sad Monday and it was Queen's Birthday but it's when Scott went back to Invercargill. He came back last Wednesday to surprise all of us and also attending Sylvia's wedding. Well, indeed, all of use were surprise with his appearance. He lost a lot of weight! , compared to last year's winter, or even during November.

We went to Wellington to sent him off and also before that hang out for the last time as he is flying to Singapore in 2 weeks time and then off to Germany for a year! Besides that, he might be going to Hong Kong in January, flying from Germany, and a few of us is planning to meet up there. Hope that I could go too, and it means that I really need to get a job real soon. It was so sad seeing him leave again cause it's always so nice and different when he is around. There will only be happiness and laughter when he is around. He like Jay Chow, and he is a kiwi guy. He likes to hang out with asians, or actually Malaysians.

this is Scott and me this year and last year

I will miss you lots Scott! You are the best kiwi friend I ever knew and will always remember you! All the best and have loads of fun in Germany!

Clubbing~~!

Just got back from the clubs not too long ago. I haven been going out for the past one month or more. Just trying to be a good girl and stay at home and not drinking. It was one of my friends birthday party today, and also a graduation party for the seniors I know. After the party, all of us headed to a place called Mr. Cue. That is the only place in town that has karaoke and also pool. All those people went hard out singing. Not too long after that, which was about 12 midnight, they decided to leave and some of them decided to go clubbing. I was planning to go clubbing but since they asked me to go along, and since I haven been clubbing, I said yes. Just another month more to go for the finals to come and it is just the time to release the stress and just have fun before the battle begins. It was really a fun night and I didn't get drunk this time. *wink* =) It will be better if someone was there.

Must Watch!! Very Adorable

Monthly Updates

Hi there. A new update from me means it's been a month now. Practically, a lot of stuff happened for this past month but I can't remember most of it so it will just be the 'important' stuff. Yesterday, Massey United Badminton Club had an annual badminton tournament and without any doubt, I will be one of the competitors. This year's tournament wasn't that good, just because I didn't get to win any medals. *sob sob* Last year, I won the Mix Double for Grade B but this year, lost most of my games. Well, last year's competitors are not that strong in grade B and grading were decided by the president. This year we have more great players, meaning no chance for a medal. Besides Mix Double, I didn't do that well in Women's single and Women's Double. Since last year I didn't get a chance to beat one of my strongest opponent but this year there was a slight chance that I might get into the finals but I lost by points, 3 points. I was so emotional when I played the first set. Firstly, it's been a long day and after so many games, definitely exhausted. Secondly, was 'pressured too just because I want to beat her and she was way ahead of me, 21-12. Well at least it's better than losing both set. And for Women's double, my partner, Jen and me did really well since this was the first time we were playing together. This was also a close game in getting into semis. Won the first set 21-19 but lost the second one, 26-24. That was how intense the game went, just by a silly mistake I made. Well, its pressure I guess. That's all about the tournament and I will, WILL win a medal in the next tournament.

Next, Bersatu Games. It's in Wellington this year from 29th June - 4th July. Wellington Malaysian Student Association (WUMA) will be hosting this even this year and we, Massey University Malaysian Student Association (MUMSA) will be co-hosting with them, meaning that the committee's will be very busy. I was elected as the treasurer for Bersatu Mumsa, which was created to organize Bersatu matters for the club as the original committee will be busy with Bersatu itself. The games that I will be participating this year are not any less than last year. Last year I was in Badminton, Volleyball, Netball, and also Athletics which was a last minute decision as the original runner did not want to run. This year, Badminton will still be my first priority and I will be playing Singles and Women's Double. Volleyball, Futsal, Frisbee, Handball and also Netball. You people must be thinking that I am crazy. I think I am. *Hahahaha* Don't know why but I just love playing sports whether I am good at it or not. I've been training hard since last Bersatu which was in Christchurch, gaining my fitness and stamina but I think I am still not good enough, especially with running long distance and for a long period. That's all, see you in Bersatu!

Thirdly, my studies. Haven't been doing much lately, or shall I say NONE. I am such a terrible person. I know that I need to focus on my studies more instead of sports but I just can't help it. I am just so lazy. This month is the busiest month of my life so far. Last week, I had a project due, which of course done, and this week I am having a Stat's test. The following week, a test and an assignment which contribute 25% of the whole paper. The last week of May, two lab practical test and another project. How can I pass if I do not study at all. Pray that God will save me? Hope that the questions are about the topic I studied? Cheat and copy other people's answers? Memorize everything like my brain is a hard disk and delete everything when it's over? AaRrrrGggggg!!!! Lucky there is a two weeks study break before the finals and I know that I need to study hard out during that break or not I am hopeless. Whoever that is reading my blog, please nag me, scold me, do whatever you can so that I will study. There must be something that will motivate me, just that it's still missing somewhere. I feel so lost. *Sigh*
This year have been a very emotional year for me. Don't ask why, I don't know either.

That's all, bed time as it strike's 10pm. Cheers!

Honda Civic-Integra 1996

What do you think about this car??

it has a sunroof!

it has a gps system!

it has a cd and tape player!

yes! this is my new car =)

About everything the past one month

It's been more than a month since I came back to NZ but for me, it feels like I've been back for months cause I miss home so much. Lots of stuff happened for the past month such as MY NIKE SHOES WERE STOLEN!!! To the person who stole my shoes--> I will forgive you for what you did cause I think that you are so desperate to steal someone's used shoes and that you are so stupid to do so.
Why in the world would someone actually steal shoes? Don't they have their own shoes? They won't probably wear those stolen shoes cause I am definite someone staying around Moginie Village stole it, and I will definitely going to recognize it straight away. There's so many valuable stuff to steal. Why used shoes?? Cause they are NIKE shoes? STUPID!
Forget about the shoes for now. The good news is, I get to buy NEW shoes! Yay! Bad news, I need to spend money.

Easter Camp 2008
The camp this year was great! It was held some where 30mins away from Palmy, near Halcombe. Although this year's camp has less people as friends from Wellington could not make it for the camp, it was still a good one. Thanks for the great effort from our fellow leaders from OCF. They really did a great job for organizing the activities and food, although a little last minute. I love the games, especially mini olympics.

Nisha's Birthday?
It was on the 27th March. The day before that, we (Pat, [Thai]May, Bart, [Msia]May, Nai Chen, Zong Yu) came over to my place to bake a cake for her. The preparation took about 5 hours as the first cake came out uncooked, so we decided to make another one which turns out yummy. While waiting for the cake, we played a game called Mafia. It was so fun seeing all of them arguing with one another, denying each others identity, and we ended up playing till 2am!
The next day, Matthew took Nisha out so that we can get into her hall and prepare food and snacks for the party as it was a surprise party. Took the first cake for her and asked her to pick the marshmallows on it. The main purpose was to push the cake onto her face. Those people are so mean! But took the second edible cake for her after that. We ended up eating, chatting and also played Mafia again. There goes another day. Happy 19th Birthday! ( I feel old already =S )

That's pretty much it for my blog and will not be updating anytime soon as I have loads of assignment and test coming after the break. Will only update when there's anything special to blog about. Cheers! Miss ya!

It's Friday!

Another week just pass by. That means I've been back in Palmy for a week. So far, everything is going well, just that I am sad. Most probably getting depression soon. Nah! Just kidding, but I feel so bored here alone. Nothing much I could do here. Went for a movie on Tuesday night, 27 Dresses and after watching it, I was so 'emo'. I think I really need to get a boyfriend soon. Classes were not too bad, some are really interesting but some are so boring and that's when I start to fall asleep in class again.
Just finished web-cam'ing with my dad a while ago, for the first time. I felt so weird doing that, maybe just because we never did it before. Guess after a few more times it will be fine. But he's so slow at replying me, he needs more practicing in typing.
I will be quite entertained tonight, going to go for the OCF Kiwi Culture Night. Time to meet new friends and have some good food as I haven been eating well lately. And tomorrow night will be Malaysian Night, time to meet new Malaysians, and I am a second year already! *Haha
Ok. I am just bullsh*tting here. Don't know what to blog anyways. =S

Hang Over!

Saturday night out was a blast. Got to met new friends, Hadriz and Jonathan from Singapore and another girl that's from Msia but I forgot her name. Was quite an embarrassing night actually, I got drunk and I think I just slept off in the toilet. Realise it like 4am where everyone left. Lucky my friends were still around town. Damm!! This is scary. Guess I need to reduce my drinks from now on as I also realize my drinking limit went down tremendously. Although it was an unforgettable night it's still an awesome one. Woke up the next day with a little hung over but now as bad as the one I got drunk during Valentine's last year. That was terrible cause was having shots of Jack Daniels and this time, only Absolute Vodka. Well, pretty much an experience, and thanks for having my friends that didn't left me alone in the club.

Classes started today, Animal Health, Behaviour and Welfare and Physiological Control Systems. I was quite excited about the animal health, behaviour and welfare class but it turn out to be boring. Hope that the coming classes would be more interesting and hopefully I could do well in this paper. Physiological control system was like biochemistry or maybe biology of cells, it's gonna be a tough one and hopefully I will pass this paper. I am not feeling good about failing anymore papers. That feeling really sucks and that's a lesson for me, for not studying. The other two papers will be Invertebrate Zoology and Introductory Statistics, similar to Biometrics I took last semester. Haven given no choice, I am gonna need to take this paper again.

Hope this year is going to be an interesting year!

Back in Palmy

Its been the second day since I got back to New Zealand. Flight back from Msia was alright but the turbulence was quite bad, it was like I was on the roller coaster. The second worst thing was my flight from Auckland was cancelled and was transferred into another one which means 5 hours of waiting at the airport, with supplementary voucher cost NZD 6. It was use to get McD but as I had no appetite to eat cause of the stomachache I got once I landed. Once I reached Palmy, and that's when the worst thing that happened, really bad news. It was about a Msia guy, a scholar from MOE (ministry of education) died of asthma attack! I was so shock. He was only here for a good 2 days and the next thing, he's dead. Life's unpredictable. Its was a sudden attack and was realised too late by another Msian guy. Condolences to that guy's family and friends.
Right back before I left KLIA, got a surprise visit from Merlinna Chai. Well, not that surprise as I was expecting either she or Gaya will be sending me off. Thank you for coming dear! And also thanks for your beloved doggy. Will be hugging it every night. Although you know that I like dogs, you dont need to give me anymore toy dogs. I am 21 this year, ok? And also for your 'love' letter. You are so mean to me! Why must you make me cry? As I got up into the plane, I took out the letter and started reading. Halfway thru, tears started gathering and I stop instantly, went into the toilet after that and started again. It's all your fault!! Miss you already now. Thank you so much, so much for being my friend, my bestie, my everything. Not that 'kua la'. Haha.
OK. Two more days before class resumes, party now and start studying from day one.

Time to Bid Farewell

The time has come. Every year for the past 2 years, end of February, when tears starts to gather and then rolling down my cheeks. The past 2 years was totally different compared to year 2008. My heart felt so hard to let go and continue my boring life in New Zealand. It just felt like I can't live without my friends in Ipoh, my hometown which i was born.
Memories of my kindergarten, primary school and secondary school came into my mind lately. The visit to Marian Convent was so memorable. So much have changed in that school since I graduate 9 years ago, but there are some things that will never change. Its a legend, to me and also those who knew me back then, teachers, mostly transferred and also retired, friends who was studying there. Its a laughter when it was mention, every time, again and again. I could never believe that it was me, the naughtiest person in that school and I think I would not have done it again ever. Everyone was so afraid of me and they don't even dare to approach me as might just throw something at them. Yes! That was me when I was 8 years old, a furious and spoilt brat. Look at the changes in me now, no one would believe it was me. I am so much more friendly and calm, mixing around with everyone without bashing them up if I was disturbed.
The next trip back home its when I will be going back to Main Convent. I miss that place so much. That's where I met my good friends, where I had camping and also where I fractured my wrist. Hope that those moments in school will still be remembered when I get older.
I am kind of piss off right now as my luggage is overweight. I've been packing it over and over again, taking out all my stuff and reduce them but the weight doesn't seem to reduce. I cant be bothered anymore and I am definitely going to complain if the officer does not allow an extra allowance for me.
Ok. Good bye. Bye Merlinna, Gayathri, Yen Yee, Can Can, Khai Whum, Hashini, Ayu, Puvana and the rest of my friends which I wont mention as its gonna be a long list if I mention all. Gonna miss all of you guys so much and see you again next year, hopefully end of this year. Hugs and Kisses!!! Muakz!! It's been a great 3 months holiday back home with you guys and will be remembered always.

Sleepness nights

It's been the third day since waking up early, as early as 7am, 6am and even 5am when I started my sleep at 12am. It's been so crazy these few days. Is it because I am leaving in 4 days? I never felt like that before. When I first left Malaysia and flew to New Zealand, this kind of feeling never came before. Well frankly speaking, I do miss Palmy a lot, friends, gathering, outing, clubbing but its just not like I wanna go back anymore. I wasn't like that the last time I remembered I came back for summer holiday. It just felt like if I leave, I am not coming back anymore. I don't even know how to express it.
I've started packing my stuff early this time. The last time I remembered, I left my draft in the drawer cause of my last minute packing. Mom needed to sent it through pos laju and it reached in 3 days. This time my luggage exceeded the limit, way too much. 28 kgs when I was only allowed 20kgs. This is because Malaysian Airlines does not allow student to have an extra allowance of 10kgs where Singapore Airlines allows. This means I am not taking MAS anymore!! I rather fly to Singapore and waste some time for transit rather than arguing with the officer for extra allowance.
4 more days to go, hope my feelings change by then. I've got heaps of stuff to think of and to be done by Wednesday. Pack my stuff, take out the unnecessary stuff and bring whatever that is needed the most, facial, dinner, hair cut, etc. I am missing home already!!

Valentine's Day

Yes!! It's v day. And what's so special about this day? It's when people actually more for couples, spend double amount the money on flowers, gifts, chocolates, dinners, etc. when they don't actually need. Too much money? Save some for me please! V day is only special for couples. Yes! COUPLES!!! Boyfriend and girlfriend? Absolutely not for me as I'm SINGLE and available, for the past 21 years! Well, too exaggerated, maybe minus 15 years for my innocent childhood years and my dramatically mulish early teenage girl, which leads to 6 years of loneliness and jealousy. I was wondering, why in the world does all my friends, most of them precisely have at least a boyfriend at this age and I am still waiting for one. Is it my problem that no guys like me? My attitude? My looks? The way I act? Too tomboyish? Someone please tell me honestly. If there is anyone who does not care about any weaknesses of me, please come after me. Well, I know I sound desperate, it's kinda true, a little, cause I am just sick of the loneliness and sometimes just can't stand seeing my friends and their boyfriends that kept changing all the time. I will be 21 years old on 31st August 2008 and my birthday wish is that I could find my prince charming by then and also wish that I could celebrate this memorable event with all my besties at home. I am already feeling sad now although I have another 5 days before leaving M'sia and back to NZ. I will not be back until the following year and I wont be able to meet my best friend anymore till she finishes her study in UK. You know who you are! And make sure you remember me and stay the same, don't change too much cause I might not recognize you in like 3 years? Missing you already now. Damm!! I am leaving now or I will start crying. Cheers!

YEAR 2008!!!

its another new year.. 2008 ppl!! new year.. new life.. new resolution?.. well.. i guess my new year resolution will be the same every year... but this year most importantly.. i m turning 21.. i m getting old =s ... well.. hope this year will be a better year ahead.. hope i will study better and stop lazing around like there's no exam at all.. get more motivation and initiative to study.. bf?? when will i ever get one? its been in my list years after years.. but i m still single.. sigh... nothing much to wish for this year.. just wanna live a happy, healthy, and not lonely life.. hope to meet more new frens too this year.. new flatties.. hehe

well.. since its the beginning of a new year.. decided to change the blog skin a bit.. and also should apologise for not updating for months... was at home all the time.. watching movies.. tvb series, and bought loads of new movies (pirated dvd =) ) kakaka.... and also.. went to kuching and visited some 'cats' in that town.. haha
next trip is to phuket... another 5 more days.. and then gonna go to spore to renew my visa and at the same time.. shopping!!! hehe.. and also hope to meet some singaporeans i know...

thats pretty much it for my update today... see you again...when i m back in nz maybe.. =D