Another week just pass by. That means I've been back in Palmy for a week. So far, everything is going well, just that I am sad. Most probably getting depression soon. Nah! Just kidding, but I feel so bored here alone. Nothing much I could do here. Went for a movie on Tuesday night, 27 Dresses and after watching it, I was so 'emo'. I think I really need to get a boyfriend soon. Classes were not too bad, some are really interesting but some are so boring and that's when I start to fall asleep in class again.
Just finished web-cam'ing with my dad a while ago, for the first time. I felt so weird doing that, maybe just because we never did it before. Guess after a few more times it will be fine. But he's so slow at replying me, he needs more practicing in typing.
I will be quite entertained tonight, going to go for the OCF Kiwi Culture Night. Time to meet new friends and have some good food as I haven been eating well lately. And tomorrow night will be Malaysian Night, time to meet new Malaysians, and I am a second year already! *Haha
Ok. I am just bullsh*tting here. Don't know what to blog anyways. =S
Friday, February 29, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
Hang Over!
Saturday night out was a blast. Got to met new friends, Hadriz and Jonathan from Singapore and another girl that's from Msia but I forgot her name. Was quite an embarrassing night actually, I got drunk and I think I just slept off in the toilet. Realise it like 4am where everyone left. Lucky my friends were still around town. Damm!! This is scary. Guess I need to reduce my drinks from now on as I also realize my drinking limit went down tremendously. Although it was an unforgettable night it's still an awesome one. Woke up the next day with a little hung over but now as bad as the one I got drunk during Valentine's last year. That was terrible cause was having shots of Jack Daniels and this time, only Absolute Vodka. Well, pretty much an experience, and thanks for having my friends that didn't left me alone in the club.
Classes started today, Animal Health, Behaviour and Welfare and Physiological Control Systems. I was quite excited about the animal health, behaviour and welfare class but it turn out to be boring. Hope that the coming classes would be more interesting and hopefully I could do well in this paper. Physiological control system was like biochemistry or maybe biology of cells, it's gonna be a tough one and hopefully I will pass this paper. I am not feeling good about failing anymore papers. That feeling really sucks and that's a lesson for me, for not studying. The other two papers will be Invertebrate Zoology and Introductory Statistics, similar to Biometrics I took last semester. Haven given no choice, I am gonna need to take this paper again.
Hope this year is going to be an interesting year!
Classes started today, Animal Health, Behaviour and Welfare and Physiological Control Systems. I was quite excited about the animal health, behaviour and welfare class but it turn out to be boring. Hope that the coming classes would be more interesting and hopefully I could do well in this paper. Physiological control system was like biochemistry or maybe biology of cells, it's gonna be a tough one and hopefully I will pass this paper. I am not feeling good about failing anymore papers. That feeling really sucks and that's a lesson for me, for not studying. The other two papers will be Invertebrate Zoology and Introductory Statistics, similar to Biometrics I took last semester. Haven given no choice, I am gonna need to take this paper again.
Hope this year is going to be an interesting year!
Friday, February 22, 2008
Back in Palmy
Its been the second day since I got back to New Zealand. Flight back from Msia was alright but the turbulence was quite bad, it was like I was on the roller coaster. The second worst thing was my flight from Auckland was cancelled and was transferred into another one which means 5 hours of waiting at the airport, with supplementary voucher cost NZD 6. It was use to get McD but as I had no appetite to eat cause of the stomachache I got once I landed. Once I reached Palmy, and that's when the worst thing that happened, really bad news. It was about a Msia guy, a scholar from MOE (ministry of education) died of asthma attack! I was so shock. He was only here for a good 2 days and the next thing, he's dead. Life's unpredictable. Its was a sudden attack and was realised too late by another Msian guy. Condolences to that guy's family and friends.
Right back before I left KLIA, got a surprise visit from Merlinna Chai. Well, not that surprise as I was expecting either she or Gaya will be sending me off. Thank you for coming dear! And also thanks for your beloved doggy. Will be hugging it every night. Although you know that I like dogs, you dont need to give me anymore toy dogs. I am 21 this year, ok? And also for your 'love' letter. You are so mean to me! Why must you make me cry? As I got up into the plane, I took out the letter and started reading. Halfway thru, tears started gathering and I stop instantly, went into the toilet after that and started again. It's all your fault!! Miss you already now. Thank you so much, so much for being my friend, my bestie, my everything. Not that 'kua la'. Haha.
OK. Two more days before class resumes, party now and start studying from day one.
Right back before I left KLIA, got a surprise visit from Merlinna Chai. Well, not that surprise as I was expecting either she or Gaya will be sending me off. Thank you for coming dear! And also thanks for your beloved doggy. Will be hugging it every night. Although you know that I like dogs, you dont need to give me anymore toy dogs. I am 21 this year, ok? And also for your 'love' letter. You are so mean to me! Why must you make me cry? As I got up into the plane, I took out the letter and started reading. Halfway thru, tears started gathering and I stop instantly, went into the toilet after that and started again. It's all your fault!! Miss you already now. Thank you so much, so much for being my friend, my bestie, my everything. Not that 'kua la'. Haha.
OK. Two more days before class resumes, party now and start studying from day one.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Time to Bid Farewell
The time has come. Every year for the past 2 years, end of February, when tears starts to gather and then rolling down my cheeks. The past 2 years was totally different compared to year 2008. My heart felt so hard to let go and continue my boring life in New Zealand. It just felt like I can't live without my friends in Ipoh, my hometown which i was born.
Memories of my kindergarten, primary school and secondary school came into my mind lately. The visit to Marian Convent was so memorable. So much have changed in that school since I graduate 9 years ago, but there are some things that will never change. Its a legend, to me and also those who knew me back then, teachers, mostly transferred and also retired, friends who was studying there. Its a laughter when it was mention, every time, again and again. I could never believe that it was me, the naughtiest person in that school and I think I would not have done it again ever. Everyone was so afraid of me and they don't even dare to approach me as might just throw something at them. Yes! That was me when I was 8 years old, a furious and spoilt brat. Look at the changes in me now, no one would believe it was me. I am so much more friendly and calm, mixing around with everyone without bashing them up if I was disturbed.
The next trip back home its when I will be going back to Main Convent. I miss that place so much. That's where I met my good friends, where I had camping and also where I fractured my wrist. Hope that those moments in school will still be remembered when I get older.
I am kind of piss off right now as my luggage is overweight. I've been packing it over and over again, taking out all my stuff and reduce them but the weight doesn't seem to reduce. I cant be bothered anymore and I am definitely going to complain if the officer does not allow an extra allowance for me.
Ok. Good bye. Bye Merlinna, Gayathri, Yen Yee, Can Can, Khai Whum, Hashini, Ayu, Puvana and the rest of my friends which I wont mention as its gonna be a long list if I mention all. Gonna miss all of you guys so much and see you again next year, hopefully end of this year. Hugs and Kisses!!! Muakz!! It's been a great 3 months holiday back home with you guys and will be remembered always.
Memories of my kindergarten, primary school and secondary school came into my mind lately. The visit to Marian Convent was so memorable. So much have changed in that school since I graduate 9 years ago, but there are some things that will never change. Its a legend, to me and also those who knew me back then, teachers, mostly transferred and also retired, friends who was studying there. Its a laughter when it was mention, every time, again and again. I could never believe that it was me, the naughtiest person in that school and I think I would not have done it again ever. Everyone was so afraid of me and they don't even dare to approach me as might just throw something at them. Yes! That was me when I was 8 years old, a furious and spoilt brat. Look at the changes in me now, no one would believe it was me. I am so much more friendly and calm, mixing around with everyone without bashing them up if I was disturbed.
The next trip back home its when I will be going back to Main Convent. I miss that place so much. That's where I met my good friends, where I had camping and also where I fractured my wrist. Hope that those moments in school will still be remembered when I get older.
I am kind of piss off right now as my luggage is overweight. I've been packing it over and over again, taking out all my stuff and reduce them but the weight doesn't seem to reduce. I cant be bothered anymore and I am definitely going to complain if the officer does not allow an extra allowance for me.
Ok. Good bye. Bye Merlinna, Gayathri, Yen Yee, Can Can, Khai Whum, Hashini, Ayu, Puvana and the rest of my friends which I wont mention as its gonna be a long list if I mention all. Gonna miss all of you guys so much and see you again next year, hopefully end of this year. Hugs and Kisses!!! Muakz!! It's been a great 3 months holiday back home with you guys and will be remembered always.
Friday, February 15, 2008
Sleepness nights
It's been the third day since waking up early, as early as 7am, 6am and even 5am when I started my sleep at 12am. It's been so crazy these few days. Is it because I am leaving in 4 days? I never felt like that before. When I first left Malaysia and flew to New Zealand, this kind of feeling never came before. Well frankly speaking, I do miss Palmy a lot, friends, gathering, outing, clubbing but its just not like I wanna go back anymore. I wasn't like that the last time I remembered I came back for summer holiday. It just felt like if I leave, I am not coming back anymore. I don't even know how to express it.
I've started packing my stuff early this time. The last time I remembered, I left my draft in the drawer cause of my last minute packing. Mom needed to sent it through pos laju and it reached in 3 days. This time my luggage exceeded the limit, way too much. 28 kgs when I was only allowed 20kgs. This is because Malaysian Airlines does not allow student to have an extra allowance of 10kgs where Singapore Airlines allows. This means I am not taking MAS anymore!! I rather fly to Singapore and waste some time for transit rather than arguing with the officer for extra allowance.
4 more days to go, hope my feelings change by then. I've got heaps of stuff to think of and to be done by Wednesday. Pack my stuff, take out the unnecessary stuff and bring whatever that is needed the most, facial, dinner, hair cut, etc. I am missing home already!!
I've started packing my stuff early this time. The last time I remembered, I left my draft in the drawer cause of my last minute packing. Mom needed to sent it through pos laju and it reached in 3 days. This time my luggage exceeded the limit, way too much. 28 kgs when I was only allowed 20kgs. This is because Malaysian Airlines does not allow student to have an extra allowance of 10kgs where Singapore Airlines allows. This means I am not taking MAS anymore!! I rather fly to Singapore and waste some time for transit rather than arguing with the officer for extra allowance.
4 more days to go, hope my feelings change by then. I've got heaps of stuff to think of and to be done by Wednesday. Pack my stuff, take out the unnecessary stuff and bring whatever that is needed the most, facial, dinner, hair cut, etc. I am missing home already!!
Valentine's Day
Yes!! It's v day. And what's so special about this day? It's when people actually more for couples, spend double amount the money on flowers, gifts, chocolates, dinners, etc. when they don't actually need. Too much money? Save some for me please! V day is only special for couples. Yes! COUPLES!!! Boyfriend and girlfriend? Absolutely not for me as I'm SINGLE and available, for the past 21 years! Well, too exaggerated, maybe minus 15 years for my innocent childhood years and my dramatically mulish early teenage girl, which leads to 6 years of loneliness and jealousy. I was wondering, why in the world does all my friends, most of them precisely have at least a boyfriend at this age and I am still waiting for one. Is it my problem that no guys like me? My attitude? My looks? The way I act? Too tomboyish? Someone please tell me honestly. If there is anyone who does not care about any weaknesses of me, please come after me. Well, I know I sound desperate, it's kinda true, a little, cause I am just sick of the loneliness and sometimes just can't stand seeing my friends and their boyfriends that kept changing all the time. I will be 21 years old on 31st August 2008 and my birthday wish is that I could find my prince charming by then and also wish that I could celebrate this memorable event with all my besties at home. I am already feeling sad now although I have another 5 days before leaving M'sia and back to NZ. I will not be back until the following year and I wont be able to meet my best friend anymore till she finishes her study in UK. You know who you are! And make sure you remember me and stay the same, don't change too much cause I might not recognize you in like 3 years? Missing you already now. Damm!! I am leaving now or I will start crying. Cheers!
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